I have to be at UT at 7:30am for chemo. I am STILL FUCKING AWAKE.
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Why? Because once again I can’t get comfortable. I’m hot, I’m cold, I’m nauseated…. but not quite.
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I can’t get into the sleep clinic until July 10th and I am not going to make it that fucking long. I’m just not. This is psychotic. A “nap” during infusion is not going to be enough, it’s just not. fuck.
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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
.
Why? Because once again I can’t get comfortable. I’m hot, I’m cold, I’m nauseated…. but not quite.
.
I can’t get into the sleep clinic until July 10th and I am not going to make it that fucking long. I’m just not. This is psychotic. A “nap” during infusion is not going to be enough, it’s just not. fuck.
.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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