Not Today

No chemo today. I should probably be relieved, but I keep crying. Postponed till next week and I’m on strict orders of sleep, soup, and fluids until then.
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Just… Another week. I don’t want ANOTHER week between me and being done.
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I was already super emotional because I’m tired and sick and bald and having to wear a mask and I just feel completely overwhelmed.
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Another fucking week. I just want to be done with all of this. This was supposed to be my halfway marker.
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Sometimes I feel like its just too much for me to handle. I just want this to be over.