Tomorrow

Spent most of my evening rippling with cramps in my abdomen. No pain, thankfully (i think we may have found the magic mix for meds), but exhausting nonetheless. Just never stopped, waves of cramping. So get home, take next dose of meds and suck down a bunch of icee pops? Cramping subsides. I swear, they’re fucking magic. The icee pops I mean, not the cramps.

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And yes… I’m avoiding blogging about how I really feel about all of this. I will. Tomorrow. I need to put it down in words. What’s been going on in my head through all of this. What’s BEEN going on in my head this last year. I need to get it out of my head.

Tomorrow.