I did finally manage to fall asleep. But it was pretty late. Didn’t get much quality rest.
Originally planned to go back to work after the appt. with the specialist today— but I think instead I’ll end up going home, go to bed early.
See the thing is not that I’m suddenly worse because they threw out the C word. It’s just… it’s been a year. More than a year of pain and discomfort and exhaustion. I was already kind of at the end of my rope physically when they did the D&C last week… and I was really expecting that to be the solution… not the beginning of the process.
The thing is, I’m starting this fight behind on points already. I’m just so fucking tired.
Originally planned to go back to work after the appt. with the specialist today— but I think instead I’ll end up going home, go to bed early.
See the thing is not that I’m suddenly worse because they threw out the C word. It’s just… it’s been a year. More than a year of pain and discomfort and exhaustion. I was already kind of at the end of my rope physically when they did the D&C last week… and I was really expecting that to be the solution… not the beginning of the process.
The thing is, I’m starting this fight behind on points already. I’m just so fucking tired.
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