Big Surprise

I am ridiculously, deliriously tired of being in the bathroom.

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I had a lovely morning at brunch with the girls. And ever since I’ve been home it’s just been me in bed, and then in and out of the bathroom. And jesus I’m so fucking tired of it. I’m tired of my stomach being torn up, I’m tired of feeling sick, I’m tired of being… stuck.

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I have 11 radiation treatments left and I swear to god I want to quit. I just want to fucking quit. Can I quit? fuck. I’m just.. I don’t know if I can take this getting WORSE.

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what’s that? Oh… I have to run to the bathroom again. Big fucking surprise.