Tomorrow

Tomorrow is finally my appointment at the UT Cancer center.

Tonight, for the 4th of the last 5 days I have another fever. Coming down now, but it brought a wicked headache with it, so I’m probably headed to bed soon.

I ended up taking the whole day off tomorrow. That way I can get ready at my own pace, sleep in, and go WITH my mom and gran instead of having 2 different cars getting lost on the way to this place.

I’m nervous. I’m nervous and relieved and scared and tired and hurting and if things don’t start moving forward I might just… flip out.

I can’t deal with all of this stagnation anymore.