Thoughts

Been fucking uncomfortable all day.

Now I’m emotional, irrational, and just generally irritable.

I fucking hate this.

at least I’m not numb anymore, right?

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Snarfed a bag of cheetos so i could take my pain pills.

I think I’m going to have to call Dr. Daros and tell her I need something else though. Right now, those meds are not adequately managing my pain and discomfort. And it’s a month yet till I get into the specialist at UT Southwestern.

April 19th. I’ll meet the surgeon/specialist. Then we arrange a completely and total hysterectomy.

too many feels, not enough happiness.

Guess it’s time to take my cancerous womb to bed while it’s still mine.



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I’m getting exactly what I wanted..

So why the fuck am I so Angry and Sad?